i love to be secret because it feel
like i am not naked..... since my childhood i always guarded myself, even my used items i burn them and never throw in garbage..., i erased my messages, tear my writing into pieces....i never tell i am hurt i just become disappear or be silent,..... no body know i cry a lot when someone misunderstand me.... i act angry, fake complain overly,
tease people whom i love when they don't have time for me.... i open my secrets in a secret way only those who love me they know where my secret is hidden... i have no past, no present, no future.... that's me....a black Scorpio hidden
deep in a black rock.... i love to give surprises.... sometimes to be secretive its painfully hurt because i lose people even loved ones.... my secretive nature
create misunderstandings but i can't help.... its feels
like if i will not be secretive people will steal everything from me.... sometimes i feel its not my habit its
may be a defense mechanism my mind developed in my early age..... but i am Scorpio and every Scorpio
may be
like that.... i share everything even tiniest detail or darkest secret to people whom i feel at home.... and they are only couple of...